Soul Fusion Rockzzzzzz .....

I'm at McDonald's Marina Square right now waiting for Andrew to finish talking to the manager's of Giordano here { got some problems to settle } and now I'm wondering which group was been eliminated from The Dance Floor, as long my friend { she is from the group Soul Fusion } was not kick out that's fine with me, been kinda pissed with the voting coz for the past 2 weeks in a row they were at the bottom 3 { like hello they are the best group in the competition lor } but lucky a friend told me that they are still in it but he don't know who was eliminated coz he did not catch the 1st 15 minutes of the show { hope its E Square or Vas and Pris was eliminated } they are horrible, even my younger cousin's can dance better then them hehehehehe


So please vote for Soul Fusion coz you won't get it wrong, even the judges like them { enough said } so Soul Fusion all the way ..... Ciao


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Where You Go ?????

After so long that i have not come down to Starbucks Bugis Village and when i did i found out that all of them is not working today coz they are having yet another store meeting at Starbucks Fullerton later but lucky Mus is working at least I'm not all alone here ..... Found out that some of them will be here around 4 plus but I'm meeting my mum and aunts at Geylang later so i told them that i will meet them tomorrow instead .....


Oh got an offer from a friend to work at Insomnia but i don't think I'm ready to work in bars, pub or clubs yet even though he offer me a good salary but I'm just not that ready to say goodbye to my night - life yet { i have to work from 9pm to 6am and its 6 days week } so i turn it down, hmmmmmm looks like its going to rain yet again so I'm thinking if i should stay here or go and meet up with my mum and aunts at Geylang later or maybe can meet with Andrew since his office is just nearby ..... Ciao


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Good News .....

Went for my check - up yesterday and i got to know from my doctor that i don't need to go for the operations coz my infections had clear and the white spots is slowly fading away so there is no point of doing the operation, you can imagine how i felt when he told me that so now i can start looking for a job and continue with my normal life but i still have to get more rest and try to get my energy back ..... Ciao


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Are They Really Your Friends ?????

Found out last night that there are some people talking bad things about me and some of them are actually some of my closed - friends, yeah my own friends is talking bad stuffs about me so whats that's tells me and you ????? Well actually i know about all this but its just me I'm a soft - hearted kinda guy and won't go to that person and confront him / her about what they have been telling people about me .....


So i will just let them be, if they want to talk bad things about me go ahead and say coz i can't be bother about all things stupid things, to me i want to get well soon and find a good job and continue with my life ..... I actually wonder what makes them say all this about me ????? What have i done to them so that they can do this to me, shouldn't friends stick to each other no matter what happen and always there for each other ????? Well that's what I'll do if one of my friends is in trouble or feeling down but you know sometimes its just human nature to say something bad to a person even though its your friend you are talking about but I'm kinda curious why they just don't come up to you and say it face to face ????? Are they scared to tell you straight to your face ????? They only talk but no action ????? Or they are only be your friends when you are healthy, when you got money, a good job etc etc etc ????? Or they are just not a friend to start with ?????


Ok so what ever it is, I'm just going to be myself and make myself healthy and get a job and lead my own life and don't bother what other people say about me so go ahead then ..... Ciao


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Popular ..... Again

Just finish watching this show called " Popular " its about some high school teen show trying to be popular, me and my best friend used to love this show a lot but sadly it only lasted for 2 season but thanz to www.alluc.org i was able to watched it all over again and laugh to all the characters like Brooke McQueen { the head cheerleader that dedicate to maintaining her picture - perfect school life and figure } , Nicole Julian { best friend to Brooke and the resident, insecure, witty and merciless bitch } , Sam McPherson { a feisty, unpopular, intelligent activist } , Mary Cherry { a flamboyant ans bizarre southern girl and a bimbo } , Josh Ford { Brooke's down to earth boyfriend and a total hottie } , Harrison John { a sensitive unpopular boy who had a crush on Brooke } , Carmen Ferrara { a overweight girl who wishes to be a cheerleader } , Lily Esposito { an environmentalist and animal rights activist } and Sugar Daddy { Josh's laid - back, ghettoized overweight best friend } and there you have it the characters of Popular { actually got few more but kinda lazy to write it down hehehehe }


Well me and my best friend used to pretend to be Brooke and Nicole when we are watching the show on tv and then we will be them when we go out to our favourite place Niche { it closed down sob sob sob } and we still pretend to be them, those are some weird, funny, cute things me and my best friend crazy things we do last time hehehehehe, so what happen to all of them now ????? Well the actress that played Nicole is now together with Melissa Etheridge { yes she is a lesbian } , the actress that played Carmen got her own sitcom which also did not do well too, the guy act as Harrison got a cameo in Ugly Betty and as for the rest you all can say that its all history but you never know they will pop out one of this days .....


Ok i got to go and finish up with the show now so if you got the chance to watched this show please watched it coz its a good teen show and i hope you will like it as how me and my best friend did ..... Ciao


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Its Monday Already ?????

Yet another week had gone by and a new one starting, yes its Monday again and for most people that would be a dreadful day coz they have to go back to work after having the day off on the weekends { been there done that } so cheer up guys nowsaday time passes so fast and when you think about it, its the weekend once again .....


Had a great night sleep last night, guess i was very tired coz i think i sleep right away without have to turn here n turn there, listening to music, read a book etc etc etc { things that make you get to sleep faster hehehehehe } so what was i doing yesterday that makes me feel so tired and sleepy and makes me sleep right away and woke up a bit late then always ????? Well i had a movie marathon { hehehehehehe } let me see i watched The Prince And Me, The Covenant, Alice In Wonderland { YES that Alice In Wonderland hehehehehe }, White Chicks and follow by Ugly Betty and American Next Top Model yeah that's all i think hehehehehe, gosh the more i watched Ugly Betty the more i like the show and the young boy who played Betty's nephew { he is so funny, cute and GAY hehehehehehe } so can't wait for the next episode this coming Sunday .....


Ok tomorrow is my final check - up and then i will know when is my operations going to be held, feeling kinda nervous and happy at the same time coz nervous that i know I'm going for an operations and happy that its soon going to be over and done with so that's tomorrow and as for what's my plan for today i think I'm going to stay at home yet again and just chill and get more rest since i have my check - up tomorrow and oh watch The Amazing Race later in the evening since i missed watching it Live just now { was kinda lazy to wake up since i know they going to show it again later hehehehehe } so now I'm just sitting in front of my laptop drinking my milk and waiting for my mum to cook lunch { she always cook lunch very early } so that's all for now will come back with more updates later in the day ..... Ciao


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Cloudy Sunday .....

Yeah i woke up a bit late today { been waking up early for the past few weeks already and I'm kinda happy that i woke up late this morning and i had a early night last } so i think i had a good night sleep hehehehe but now since I'm up as always i got nothing to do coz I'm all alone at home right now { well i used to be happy to be at home all alone coz i can do whatever i want but now i can't } just had my breakfast of Roti Prata { been a long time i had one } with milk and now I'm just chilling out surfing and listening to some new songs that i had downloaded hehehehe


It looks like its going to rain here, well if its going to be raining here i guess I'm going to be staying at home today so i was thinking to go and get some snacks and stuffs so i can enjoy it while i watched some DVDs or movies from www.alluc.org, so i guess i better go and shower and go and get the stuffs before it start to rain { don't like carrying an umbrella around } so i shall go now and will be back later to update more ..... Ciao


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Happy Birthday Mum .....

That's my beloved mum and today is her Birthday so just want to post her picture here and wish he a very Happy Birthday and Love You Deep Deep ..... Muacks


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Bloody Tired But I Like ..... Hehehehehe

Slept for just 4 hours today due to me coming home at about 7plus in the morning, was out last night with Andrew, Sharon, Shasha, Zack and Jimmy . Met Andrew and Sharon at Tantrics { for the 1st time they were there 1st hehehehehe } then Jimmy came and asked us if we want to go and check Play out { Play is a new gay club in the area } but Andrew and me was not that keen to go even when we found out that there is no cover charge on that night but Sharon was kinda keen and excited to go so we told them we might just go and have a look later since we are waiting for Shasha and Zack to come down when they finish their movie and Andrew kinda promised Shasha that we will go karaoke after we are done at Tantrics .....


So Jimmy left 1st while we wait for the love - birds to come, then Sharon received an sms from Jimmy saying that Play is empty and he is heading to Taboo { another gay club around the area } so Sharon left to go and meet Jimmy there { last night she was in the mood to party } so left just the 2 of us waiting for the love - birds, oh met Small Andrew { we call him that coz his name is Andrew and he is in the small size department } there and i was kinda shocked to know that he is growing a goatee so i asked him why he say he too lazy to shaved it hehehehehe so when finally the love - birds came we finish our drinks and head down to Taboo and had a few drinks and dance a bit before we left to go to the karaoke place at Orchard Road, sang until 6am { Zack had a very good voice } then after that we went to the Swensen just next to it for breakfast and when home after that, reached home at about 7plus and woke up at about 11plus all thanz to my younger cousin waking me up to help her to write the entry form to go to JB so after that i can sleep so i just chill at home and YES do nothing but sleep { since it was raining just now }


Ok got to go, actually took some pictures last night but kinda lazy to download it to my laptop so i will post it when i download the pictures to my laptop ..... Ciao


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Its Raining .....

Its raining quiet heavy right now over at my side with thunder and lighting too, its been raining for past few days already which is good coz it won't be so hot outside but since its raining I'm stuck indoors right now in which I'm not complaining since i have been staying at home for almost 1 month now, so I'm kinda happy to be staying at home even though its hot or raining hehehehehe .....


Oh been drinking Essence Of Chicken lately all thanz to my mum, she got it for me so that i will not get restless or tired and at least get back my energy and i tell you its not nice at all hehehehe but she already got a pack for me so i have no choice but to drink it everyday and also i had finish with my medications so i don't feel sleepy now since i no need to take it anymore, oh since I'm doing ok now my mum asked me to start to learn how to pray { i was like huh ????? PRAY ????? Hmmmmm when was the last time i pray ????? } so she is going to get some books on how to learn how to pray for me later when she goes out with my dad .....


Ok I'm going to have my shower now, yes i have not shower since i wake up this morning hehehehe too lazy la but not my dearest mum is nagging at me to shower so i have to do what she is asking me to do if not she will keep on nagging at me hehehehehe ..... Ciao


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Cloudy Friday .....

Just woke up from a nap, was up at about 8am this morning but when back to sleep after i took my breakfast and medications and now waiting for my mum to cook lunch so i can eat my medications again, it looks like its going to rain soon here, its very cloudy and its getting dark by the minute .....


My next doctor appointment was set for next Tuesday at 340am { lucky its not in the morning like the last appointment i have to be there at 9am } so that's the day when i will get to know when my operations would be held, i just can's wait to get all this over and done with so i can go back to my normal life and start getting a job { god since i got this illness i have been staying at home for like a month plus } and its not fun at all, well most of my friends say that i have been losing weight and i look skinny by the day so i have been eating non - stop since i got nothing to do at home hehehehehe but i still look skinny { i hate it when people tell me I'm skinny } so once I'm done with my operations and i fully recover i will start to eat more, took vitamins, most likely take some weight gainer, start to go back to the gym and ever since I'm sick i have cut down on my drinkings, smoking and clubbing in which I'm kinda proud off, as you should have known from my pasted post that I'm not getting excited whenever the weekends comes anymore, not like last time can't hardly wait for the weekends so that i can go and party and have fun with my best friend hehehehehe


So its Friday today and I'm feeling chilled out in a way, feel like staying at home and just rest and chill with my mum { yes my mum hehehehehe } and play with my neighbour son and the baby my aunt is taking care off so now i think there is a lot of things i can do at home if i think of it hehehehehe, yeah my mum finally finish cooking lunch and she is now going to make some fruit juice for me to drink after i had have my lunch { its great to be sick coz my mum really knows how to take care of me hehehehe } ok got to go and have my lunch now so i will see you guys later if i got any updates ..... Ciao


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Fun ..... Finally

Met Gabby on Tuesday before his next flight the next day Dubai / Moscow for 10 days so have to meet him since its kinda long time we have not met, so we meet at Indocine at Wisma and met Miss Jamie and Aly there too .....

So when i arrived they just finished having their lunch and was just chilling coz we had to wait for Chris to finished some work stuffs so while the girls was talking and asking each other where they want to go to shop i told Gabby what's happening to me { about my illness and stuffs }

Finally we decided to go to meet Chris at his work place which is just across the street and when we reached there he is almost finished and in about 10 minutes we were out from there { i think hehehehehe } so after that the girls left and we all when to Starbucks Orchard Building for coffee and chill while waiting for Chris's friend Vernon to finish his work and join us there .....

Andrew sms me asking me where am i and i told him that I'm in town and ask him if he want to meet up and he say ok so I'm going to meet Andrew at Tantrics while the rest of the guys going to watched the movie 300 .....

So met Andrew at Tantrics and i was kinda happy that even though its a Tuesday night { Tuesday night is Retro night lor } but they are playing RnB so that was great, Sharon join us for a while and when she left we thought we going home { since now Andrew is working office hour } but he say heck it so we stayed till it closed and met David too ..... Cheers

Tuesday Morning .....

Woke up a bit late today { yeah yeah yeah been waking up so early nowsaday } maybe coz i was talking to my cousin over the phone till about 3am this morning, was gossiping about our other cousins, aunties and uncles { hehehehehe } and while talking to her over the phone i asked her any new and good malay songs and she told me a few { most of them were songs from Indonesian bands } so i download all of it and now I'm listening to it and i might say most of the songs were not bad at all .....


Was on msn with Gabby last night and he asked me meet for him for lunch today so now waiting for him to sms or call me to confirm where and what time to meet coz he is still sleeping right now, now I'm having my breakfast follow by my medications and I'm going to rest a bit since I'm going out later so i will update more later maybe after i got back from meeting Gabby so later ..... Ciao


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So Cute .....

Isn't this cat a cutie ????? Found him lazing and sleeping in front of my house so i decided to take a picture of him since i was on the way out and had my camera with me, the best thing is that this is not the 1st time i saw him outside my house but that time i did not have my camera with me so i got no chance to take its picture ..... Ciao


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Is He To Young To Be Gay ?????

Just watched the the next episode of Ugly Betty last night and i have to say the more i watch this show the more I'm liking the boy acting as Justin { he is the nephew of Betty } he is soooo cute and soooo gay, so its a wonder if he is gay in this show ..... If he is gay then he will be the youngest gay characters ever presented in prime time television { its about time hehehehehe }


Well at least we should give him some credit if he is not gay in real life then he is a bloody good actor to play this part, its not that its not easy to play a gay guy but a gay BOY that's needs a lot of research and talent hehehehehe and he is only 12 years old .....


So i think now the only reason I'm watching this show { coz I'm kinda think its like a tv version of The Devil Wears Prada } would be Justin Suarez hehehehehe


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Depression Gets Over Me .....

Maybe its just me but I'm starting to feel that I'm all alone in this world, don't know why I'm feeling that but it just did and I'm not liking it at all ..... I think it all started when i 1st got to know that I'm sick i start to get tired and restless easily, kinda losing my appetite, keep on thinking all the bad things { like i feel like dying, all my friends left me etc etc etc } feeling bored at home with nothing to do, feeling all lonely, feeling that there is someone in me telling that i don't have any friends { ever since i got sick } no one to talk too and the worst thing is that i really felt like dying .....


Was i just imagining all this due to my illness or all of this is true that depression is getting over me and that I'm going to die, all my friends have left me and I'm all alone in this world ..... Well i got no one to talk too, all of my friends are to busy with their own thing and i just can't possibly asked them to stop whatever they are doing and meet me and have a good talk over what I'm going through right now and i can't talk to my mum coz if i did she will make it into a big fuss and things will get even worst then its already is now so the only thing t do is just keep it in me and just go with the flow and see whats going to happen next, sometimes when i think about all this it got me thinking, is this a way God is trying to wake me up or he is trying to punish me for all the sins i have done buy making me ill and all this thoughts that I'm having right now, i can bet if i tell all this to my anyone they will tell me that I'm just making it up or maybe coz I'm sick and been staying at home too long that's why i start to think all this { but i just can't help it }


Ok then i got to go, going to shower and have my breakfast and then my medications and back to more sleep and rest which i have been doing for the past 4 weeks already so will update later ..... Ciao


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Saturday, 24th March, 1235pm, 2007

Well yet another Saturday comes by and just that i felt that slowly but surely I'm getting the feeling that I'm not kinda excited when the weekend comes coz in previous times i will get excited when weekend comes coz its time to party and go wild and get drunk but now I'm like kinda like staying at home and just chill and rest { maybe i stay at home to much already that's why hehehehehehe } kinda missed going out no doubt about it but maybe its due that now Andrew is working office hours { coz when he was working on shift work we still can go out on the weekdays } and Gabby too busy with his flights and I'm getting sick so i think that's the reason which I'm ok with { i think hehehehe }


So what's my plan for today ????? Well i guess I'm going to stay at home and get more rest since i was out the whole day yesterday but we shall see if anything comes up later, maybe i will meet up with my cousin for coffee or maybe meet up with Gabby { he is sleeping now coz he just got back from his flight this morning } so lets see later ..... Did not get that much pictures yesterday so thought of going to take some if I'm going out later but at least i got took a picture of Alen { he is so cute in that white robe he wore at the Coffee Presentations yesterday } which i had post it on my blog so go and look and tell me if you think he is cute { hint hint hint Gabby hehehehehe }


Ok got to go and have my shower now so i will be back later to update more and maybe more pictures too ..... Ciao


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Kinda Disappointing .....

Was at Starbucks Bugis Village for their 4th Coffee Presentations and was i in for a kinda disappointing show, its Brandon, Alen { he is the boy in that white thingy so cute right ? } Izyan and Sharifa { that's them in the picture below } for got to take a picture of Brandon since he was not there most of the time hehehehehe .....

Well I'm sorry guys but i think the presentations was lack of planning, communications between you guys, no interactions with the guest that was there, always looking lost, there is like no sense of passion and i think the only thing that is good about the whole thing would be the costume and the games session .....

But don't worry maybe you all are nervous or something so lets hope the next time you guys will do better then now and lets hope the next time you are all well prepare and more confident on doing the presentations .....

Last but not the very least i would to say that i missed you guys and i promised i will come often soon and Brandon I'm sorry that i have to write all this here is just that i feel that its a waste of time coming but as you know I'm there not because of the presentations but to see you all again so try harder next time and please invite me for your next Coffee Presentation .....

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Finally I Got My Drink .....

Finally after waiting for so long i finally got my Starbucks drinks, I'm now at the new outlet at The Ogilvy just beside Lau Pa Sat and i just got to know that Ridzwan is the store manager here so at least i know someone hehehehehe, now I'm having my Java Chip Frappe while i wait for Dick to finish work and meet me here and together we will go down to Starbucks Bugis Village for their Coffee Presentation, well the new outlet kinda small but cozy nothing much but i think there is something wrong with their air - con coz its kinda hot in here but everything is ok { they got a lot of pastries left lor } wanted to take some pictures but too scared later the partner will give me that kinda look { if you know what i mean } so i shall wait for Dick to come and let him do it for me hehehehehe


Andrew just sms me saying that Sheri had invited us to her birthday party later at Bar None but we are not confirm if we are going all up to Andrew { if he going then i will go } have not meet Sheri for a long time already, not sure is she as crazy as the last time when we all hang out and party together hehehehehe well those were the days and lets hope she is still the same { i think i know her longer then i know Andrew } when we both were working at Paulaner Brauhous at Wheellock Place { god that's donkey years ago }


Just sms Dick not to be late and he told me that it took 5 minutes for him to reach here from his working place and lets hope that's true coz i hate waiting for people, lets hope nothing is going to happen to me coz i really sick and tired of staying at home and my mum told me if anything happen i have to go home straight so keeping my fingers cross, maybe will have dinner 1st before we go down to Bugis Village coz I'm starting to get hungry again even though i eat something before i went out just now .....


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Starbucks Invation .....

Its finally here the day that i can finally go out, today is the day I'm going down to Starbucks Bugis Village for their Coffee Presentation { and finally getting my Starbucks drinks that i have been craving for soooooo long } but before heading down there im going to meet Dick at the new Starbucks outlet at The Ogilvy not sure where it is but he told me its near Lau Pa Sat so its not that hard to find it, maybe i will get my drinks there while waiting for him { he works around there } and i can take some pictures of the new outlet and i will post the pictures on my blog soon .....


Ok will update soon when I'm at the new outlet so seeya ..... ciao


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