Ryan Azri Adams

A Brand New Me

2008-03-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

Gosh its been a while that i have not post any updates here { all thanz to Facebook hehehehehe } and i totally forgot all about my blog so just now i was watching the television and i suddenly remember about my blog so i decided to go and have a look and i found out that the last post I've posted was on the 31th of December 2007 .....

So what's up with me this pasts 3 months of 2008 ????? Well as all of you know that i was very sick last year and because of that i have not been working for all most a year and a half and recently my health have been good so i have been doing some job hunting and finally after sooooo long i finally got a job which I'm not going to tell where but I'm off to KL for a 2 months on the job training which I'm going next week .....

So lastly i want to say a big THANK YOU to some of my friends whom had help an support me during the period that i was sick and they are Gabby, Yves, James, Fahmi and Andrew ..... Thank you so much guys for being there for me and i won't forget all the things that all of you had help me physically and mentally { LOVE YOU ALL } .....

Cheers

2008

2007-12-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year ..... Cheers

HaDy MiRzA Is ThE 1St AsIaN IdOl

2007-12-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

Congrats to our Singapore Idol Hady Mirza for winning the very 1st Asian Idol last night in Indonesia after beating 5 other Idols from Indonesia, Malaysia, Philippines, India and Vietnam to be crown the 1st Asian Idol ..... Ciao

Cheers

SeRiOuSlY .....

2007-12-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

Was watching the Star Awards 2007 last night and boy was i was kinda surprised, ok not in the acting categories but in the top 10 most popular, to start with the female its like seriously what happen to Johnne Peh, Fiona Xie and to my surprised Jeannette Aw was not in the top 10 { what happen to them ????? they used to be very popular and always in the sure in list but recently their supporter is slowly fading and one more thing what's with Vivian Lai back in the top 10 after been missing in the for 2 years { seriously what does she have ????? no dramas n ok she hos a show but compare with the rest ..... }

Ok now to the male top 10, where is my Chen Hanwei, Terrence Cio ????? and what's with Zhang Youdong going in to the top 10 ????? Seriously ????? and too bad Nat Ho lost the Popular Newcomer to that Pronsak but he is ok la .....

Cheers

The Night When 2 Gays N 2 Girls Went Out To PLAY .....

2007-12-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

Well last Friday night i took Baby Ash and Pink to this club called ' PLAY ' { its a gay club at Tanjong Pagar } since they never been to a gay club before, actually me and Baby Ash were like planning to go but on Thursday we kinda ask Pink and she say why not ..... So we make plans to meet at around 8pm at Starbucks Bugis Village { Baby Ash was working that day till 8pm } so once she finish and get changed and Pink arrived we all headed to have our dinner then i sms my best friend Andrew if he wanted to join us and he say he might { eventually he did join us }

So once we were at PLAY we found a table just next to the entrance and we were kinda early cause the promotions of 1 4 1 drinks only starting from 11pm - 12am { we were there around 1030pm so we wait lor hehehehehe } then once its 11pm we order our drinks n we plan to go slowly but once we start to drink we cant stop buying then when Andrew finally came he order 2 rounds and when the drinks comes we noticed that we had 8 jugs on our table { hehehehehehehe }

So once we start drink a lot we start to drink , we had so much fun but too bad Pink had to leave early cause she is working morning the next day { she actually forgot that she is working morning the next day ..... so blur lor blur } then as we party away Baby Ash got a bit high and after awhile she left { oh one of the bartender kinda like her n ask the waiter to pass his hp number to Baby Ash } so after that just left me and Andrew, we stayed till late and after that we when home ..... ciao

Ok la that's all for now will update more soon { sorry Brandon long time never update my blog la }

Cheers

Long And Tiring Day .....

2007-11-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

Me and my lovely Izyan { if im straight she would be my ideal girlfriend hehehehehe }

Vincent and Ash { Vincent really look like those Taiwanese male singer with that hair-do hehehehe }

Vee and friend

That's Vincent again together with Ash and at the bottom we have Pink, Ash and yet again Vincent { actually i did not take many pictures cause they asked me to used their cam to take it { hehehehehe }

Well had a very tiring day yesterday, was out on Wednesday to Tantric with Andrew and have to wake up early yesterday to go for an interview { was asked to go there asap and when i got there i have to wait so bloody long , was kinda pissed but its ok la } then after that i have to meet my cousin { she wants me to look at this dress she want to buy lor } so after she left and i went to Starbuck Marina Square to pick Sara up cause we are going to Starbuck Bugis Village for their coffee presentations and 1 year anniversary { my cousin did not want to go cause she kinda don't know any of them } so was kinda nice to meet all of them again cause im was very closed to them since im their no.1 regular customer { hehehehehe } then after all that { me, Dzul, Vee and Ayu shared a cab home and it was a very long ride home , we took at Bugis Juntions then we had to go to The Cathay { cause Dzul had to pass some stuffs } then we headed to Hougang to send Vee then go all the way to Yishun to send Ayu home and then me and Dzul was the last person to go home .....

So once i reached home i lay down for a while before i had my shower but i fell asleep and woke up just in time to take my medications hehehehehehehe

Cheers

Thank You ..... Cheers

2007-11-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

Just celebrated my birthday last week and i would like to say a BIG thank you for those who came to my birthday party and those who was not there but had send wishes through sms, so here goes i would like to say thank you too Farhana, Andrew, Andrew Roberts, Jaslyn, Travis { whom i met at Play by chance hehehehehe } Yves, Fahmi { and his friend Hussin } James, Khai, William, Eric, Chris whom i met at maxwell market and to all my cousins who was there for my birthday Linda, Ida, Zul { too their gf n bfs too Edah, Sani and Shukur } and not forgetting Dick, Sara, Aly, Yun and all those in friendster and facebook so from the bottom of my heart i would like to say thank you so much cause this year my birthday really meant a lot too me and to celebrate with all of you guys really makes my day so once again Thank You so much ..... Ciao

Cheers

I Want To Play ...... hehehehehehehe

2007-11-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

Went to PLAY for the 1st time last night with Andrew , Shaun and some of his friends and i really like it there, not only the drinks were kinda strong but the music was Bloody awesome ..... We were dancing all the way till its about time to go home { hehehehehe } so after last night i just might held my birthday party there next week { hehehehehe }

Ok thats all for now ..... Ciao

Cheers

Back At Starbucks Bugis Village Again ......

2007-10-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time that i had not come down to Starbucks Bugis Village ever since i got sick a few months back, I'm kinda happy to see some of them today { sally, ayu, vincent n ishak was there and some new faces that i don't know hehehehehe } well i was actually meeting my cousin cause she wants to go to Bugis Village to get some stuffs so i decided to come down a bit early so i can chill with them for a while but i did not know that i have to wait for my cousin till so late cause she got last minute report to settle 1st, by the way the partners here is going to have a Halloween party later, they had decorates the store with so called to be ghost { its just balloons inside the trash bags hehehehehe }

Hope my cousin would be here soon cause im bloody hungry, ok got to go now ..... Ciao

Cheers

What A Week .....

2007-10-26T13:25:00.001+08:00

What a week it had been for me, was warded yet again last Sunday { was vomiting and my fever was kinda high } and to make things worst i was so bloody bored at home doing nothing { hmmmmm i have been doing just that for almost 6 months now i think ever since i fall sick } but now I'm doing ok had stop vomiting and my fever had gone down ..... Cheers

Gabby, Jaslyn and Travis came to my place the other day for Hari Raya visiting and my mum cook for them and lucky they like it very much and to Jaslyn sorry i did not know that you don't eat red meat { hehehehehehe } and by the way Gabby not shy want to come to my place every month to eat hehehehehehe { where have you been ????? been smsing you but you never reply }

Ok la have to go now ..... Ciao

Cheers

A Cold Monday .....

2007-10-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

Its been a while that i have not been to town to chill or having a cup of Starbucks Coffee but here i m at Starbucks at HSBC just next to Orchard Swensen waiting for Andrew to finish his auditing at Junction 8, oh was thinking of going to the pool just not to catch some sun but from all day to rain it have to be today hehehehehe so i did not went for a Tann but sleep which i have been doing for all this time hehehehehe ..... :)

So while I'm waiting for Andrew { lucky he is going it at Junction 8 } I'm having a tall Java Chips and a Chocolate Muffins { a bit hungry } lucky for me i remember to bring my sweater cause its very closed outside n in here too { i can froze to death if i did not bring my sweater hehehehe }

Ok guess that's all for now, will update more if anything interesting happen later ..... Ciao

Cheers

Anuar Zain - Lelaki Ini

2007-10-04T14:20:00.001+08:00

1 of my most fav malay singer and his new single is bloody good ..... enjoy

Ello Ello .....

2007-10-04T11:32:00.000+08:00

It's been going to be nearly 4 months that i have been sick and now I'm still recovering { just for my rashes } hopefully it will be all gone by the time for Hari Raya next Saturday, just took out my stiches yesterday and the nurse was very friendly and she thinks I'm a small boy cause she keep on calling me boy and when the stiches were finally taken out she ask me to look at it and she say look we have 3 beautiful butterflies { i was like huh ????? } but she's cool ..... :)

Can't wait for Hari Raya { cause i can wear my new baju kurung and eat lot's of nice food all thanks to my mum's cooking and also my aunties hehehehehe } hope i can get some Hari Raya collections since I'm still sick n still have not get a job yet hehehehehehe ..... :)

Have been staying at home for the time being and i really don't know weather i like it or don't, sometimes i feel like really wanted to go out but when i think about it more i decided just to stay at home and just rot hehehehehe but once I'm at home i will get bored very easy and the urge to go out comes again hehehehehehe ..... :)

Oh i might follow my cousin to do her hair this Friday and after that we will go to Geylang but I'm still not too sure if i can make it but i think i will go and accompany her do her hair and then when home after that cause her parents is joining us to Geylang hehehehehe ..... :)

Ok got to go now, will update more soon ..... Ciao

Cheers

New Apple iPod Nano Ad - 1234 By Feist

2007-09-21T15:06:00.001+08:00

So nice and cool ..... Going to save me money to get it ..... hehehehehehe

Matta Band - Ketahuan

2007-09-17T14:34:00.001+08:00

My latest fav indonesian song ..... enjoy

Introducing Miss Britney Spears .....

2007-09-16T22:05:00.001+08:00

Miss Britney Spears ......

2007-09-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

Just saw my Britney Spears come back performance on the Mtv Video Music awards 2007 and boy was i very disappointed with her ..... It looks like she was not in the mood to sing and dance and she was like kinda too heavy to walk even and she got a tummy lor but no matter what i still support and like her and can't wait for her new album to be out and i kinda like her new single called " Gimme More " so check it out ..... Ciao

Cheers

Saw III

2007-08-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

Finally i watched Saw III and boy it was so bloody scary and gross, much more gross then Saw I and Saw II ..... Well i covered my face with my pillow most of the time but still i watched it till the end ..... Next to watch will be Hostel II { hehehehehe } ..... Ciao

Cheers

A Day With Harry Potter .....

2007-08-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

It was such a boring day for me today { got nothing to do and to top it up there was nothign to watched on tv today } so i took this boring day to rest and get some sleep and thats what i did today, i slept at about 430am this morning cause my cousin was here at my place and we chatted till like 430am and lucky for her she stayed 2 doors away from me { hehehehehe } so since i slept kinda late or " early " if you know what i mean, i woke up at about 9am to take my medications and after that i when right back to sleep and woke up at around 330pm ..... :)

Got up to take my shower and my kinda late lunch and then go online for a bit and then i start my movie marathon { it was a movie marathon of all the Harry Potter movies } starting with the 1st one which is Harry Potter And The Philosopher's Stone then followed by Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets then its was Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban and followed by Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire and finally it was the latest one which is Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix { my mum said i was mad to watched all 5 of them at 1 go but what can i do on such a boring day and i cant help it that im a Big fan of the Harry Potter movies and the book too { im currently reading the final book called Harry Potter And The Deathly Hollows } im half way into the book and i can't wait to finish it cause the more i read it the more i want to know what happen in the end and i actually cried when i found out that Mad-Eye Moody died while trying to help Harry to get to The Barrow { thats where Ron his bestfriend leave with his family } ok let's not talk more about the book ..... :)

So now i finished watching all 5 of the movies now i just can't wait for the 6th and the final movie which is Harry Potter And The Half Blood prince and Harry Potter And The Deathly Hollows, well guess have to wait a couple of yeras for that 2 to come up but i will wait no matter how long they take hehehehehehe ..... :)

Ok guess im going to continue my reading now so i shall go now and will post more updates maybe tomorrow so ciao for now ..... :)

Cheers

Acha Septriasa Feat IrwanSyah - Ada Cinta

2007-08-12T16:04:00.001+08:00

Love this song so much and the movie it came from too, its sung by the 2 lead actors Acha Septriasa and the ever so cute IrwanSyah ..... Cheers

Love Is Cinta .....

2007-08-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

Just watched this indonesian movie called " Love Is Cinta " starring the ever cute IrwanSyah and Acha Septriasa { they say its like the sequel to thier other movie called " Heart " which they star together but to me both are two different stories all together } till now i have watched it { Love Is Cinta } 3 times, 2 from the vdc brought by my cousin and the 3th was from Youtube and i was watching it at my nearest MacDonalds and i start to cry while i was watching the movie { i cried whike watching it the 1st and 2nd times too } so as i finally notice there are some people around me looking at me .....

So if you got the chance to watch this movie please do cause it will make you cry { like me } and its a very touching and sad movie } so watch it .....

Cheers

Brooke Hogan - About Us

2007-08-09T15:02:00.001+08:00

Hmmmmmmm ..... Does she reminds you of someone ????? The songs, image and dance does that reminds you of Miss Britney Spears ????? By the way she is Brooke Hogan daughter of Hulk Hogan .....

Baby Ally Whatever

2007-08-06T13:02:00.001+08:00

Is she cute ????? hehehehehehe

At Last .....

2007-08-04T14:46:00.000+08:00

Finally after the long wait i finally watched Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix all thanks to www.alluc.org { hehehehehehe } and its bloody brilliant and awesome { i don't care what other people said about the movie but I LIKE IT !!!!! } this time round it got more used of magic, spells and its much darker then the other 4 movies and now that i already watched the movie , i can't wait to get hold of the latest Harry Potter book { anyone want to buy it for me ????? hehehehehe }

So from all the great and blockbuster movie that comes out this year that i have watched { Transformer, Die Hard 4.0, Hairspray and the rest, this is the best of all of them hehehehe } can't wait for my mum to buy the DVD from JB when she go there tomorrow { i don't mind watching it again and again and again hehehehehehe ..... Ciao

Cheers

Had A Long And Tiring Day Yesterday .....

2007-07-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

Was at my cousin's house warming party yesterday and it was so fun n tiring, was there as early as 12pm ..... Was kinda happy to see all my cousin's there and we chatted, gossips and laugh so loud until one of my aunts had to shut us up hehehehehehe and not forgetting i eat a lot too { got satay, chicken in red sauce, curry chicken, beef rendang, lontong and lot's more } and i was my cousin's helper of putting all her presents at her room cause she and her husband too busy entertaining the guests .....

Later at night some of us when and play badminton and we found out that we don't have the shutter cork in the 1st place but lucky for us there were some guys playing the court and we asked then if they can spare us 1 and they say yes hehehehehehe and thanz to that i woke up this morning with ache in my arms { long time never play la you know hehehehehe } I reached home at about 1145pm or so and had plan to chill with 2 of my cousins but i end up sleeping by the time they reached home { they stay 2 doors away from me and they when back a bit later then me } well we going to chill later on still hehehehehe

OK that's all for now so i see you all later ..... Ciao

Cheers

I Need A Job ....

2007-07-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 months now since i got back from the hospital and after checking with my doctor, he told me I'm ready to go and look for a job but he told me not to rushed myself and find a job that's would bring me stress and doing heavy loads ( well tell me which jobs don't come with stress ????? ) but I'm lucky that he allows me to look for a job now ( he asked me to stay at home for about 6 months to fully recover and then look for job, he crazy lor if you know what i mean hehehehe ) so starting next week i will start looking for job and hope i will get a job really soon .....

So wish me luck guys ..... hehehehehe ..... Ciao

Cheers

Gigi - Nakal

2007-07-23T13:43:00.001+08:00

Really like this song ..... Cheers

Dean Geyer - If You Don't Mean It

2007-07-20T18:57:00.001+08:00

Meet Dean Geyer, he came 3rd at the last Australian Idol ..... Is he cute or what ????? hehehehehehe

Finally I Was Out Yesterday .....

2007-07-18T09:32:00.000+08:00

Finally after so long i have to stay at home, finally my mum allow me to go out and met a friend { well kinda it was at Westmall is kinda near my place, she still don't let me go out to far places yet } so i met Sara at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf at WestMall { they don't have Starbucks there so we have to settle with CBTL, oh i can get Internet connections there too so its OK i guess hehehehehe } its been so long that i have not met her, i got to know her from Starbucks Bugis Village where she was doing attachment when the store just opened and from there we were closed friends and we always met each other there like most of the time before i got sick. So we chat about what have each of us have been doing this past few months and we chat about those times where we were chilling at Starbucks Bugis Village { oh by the way my favourite Starbucks outlet had closed down and that is Starbucks Orchard Building, so its official now that all the outlet i had work before had already closed down { Causeway point , Orchard Point and now orchard Building } sad } .....

Well I'm meeting Farhana later in the after for coffee at WestMall to do some catching up, were supposed to meet up at about 12pm but she sms last night at about 130am telling me that she had to do some housework before she can go out so we are meeting at about 2pm, so now i think i will go and get a bit of sleep before i go and meet her cause later scared i will get tired or sleepy hehehehehe ..... Ciao

Cheers

What Time Is It? - High School Musical 2

2007-07-18T08:40:00.001+08:00

Finally High school Musical 2 is going to be shown soon ..... Cant wait for that hehehehehe so here is the Mtv of their 1st single from the soundtrack ..... Enjoy n Cheers

Live Earth .....

2007-07-09T10:52:00.000+08:00

Just had my breakfast { a big breakfast meal and a sausage muffin with egg } and now I'm just chilling out in my room listening to some of my favourite songs on my Itunes, had a good night sleep last night due to the rain and today i got a babysitting job to do { had to take care of my younger cousin when she got back from school cause her parents when to JB } so i think we going to watched some DVDs while waiting for her parents to come back ..... :)

Was watching the LIVE EARTH thingy on TV last Saturday and it was so bloody boring cause the concert start in Sydney { they got other venues like Tokyo, Shanghai, Hamburg, London, Roi De Janeiro and Johannesburg, they even had a band from Antarctica } so as i was saying it start in Sydney and follow by Tokyo and Shanghai, i was so bored while watching the Sydney concerts cause all of the performers on that day all i don't know and all the songs they were singing was like so never heard before, at least in Tokyo they got Linkin Park and Rihanna at least not so bad { they got other Japanese artists too } and for Shanghai the only artist i saw when i was watching it on channel u { they show it for a while } was Sarah Brightman and the rest were artists from China, Hong Kong and Taiwan i think, was telling my friend that can't wait for the others to start but we have to wait till late night early morning to watched it due to the time thingy { that's y we Asia start the concert 1st } so i decided to go to sleep and not waste my sleep and beauty rest over all this unknown performers hehehehehehe .....

Well at least i got the chance to watched Linkin Park, Rihanna, my Pussy Cat Dolls, Shakira, Ludacris, Foo Fighters and others, so if Mr Al Gore going to make this again next year i suggest that let the west side start the concert 1st hehehehehehe ..... Ciao

Cheers

Elliott Yamin - Wait For You

2007-07-08T20:58:00.001+08:00

I kinda don't like him when he was on American Idol but i kinda like this song hehehehehe ..... enjoy ..... cheers

Gwen Stefani - 4 In The Morning

2007-07-08T11:08:00.001+08:00

Love the song and the Mtv and she is coming here for a concert and yet i can't go and watched ..... Damn hehehehe ..... Enjoy ..... Cheers

Transformers Transformed .....

2007-07-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

Finally i watched ' Transformers ' and all i can say about the movie is, it BLOODY F**king awesome ..... The sound, visual and special effects was so bloody brilliant, who care about the the story line { who watch an action movie and really care about the story line anyway right ????? hehehehehe }

I think this is one of the best movie this year and the best i had watched { have to wait for Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix } to see if it can match Transformers ..... Oh watched Die Hard 4.0 and it was OK i think but i must say for his age Bruce Wills still have it all this years, he still have what it takes to act ion an actions movie ..... Ciao

Cheers

Bad Day So Far .....

2007-07-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

Its been bad day for me, since the time i woke up till now ..... The main reason that i woke up { i woke up at 630am this morning } was that i need to go to the toilet and i can tell you that that's not the only time i had to go to the toilet { i think from this morning i had go in and out from the toilet like nearly 5 times hehehehehe }

Then if that's not bad enough, i found out that DAMN bloody slow today { i had to move around with my laptop just to get a better connections { my aunt say that i look like a mad guy walking around with a laptop and talking to myself hehehehehehe } but shortly after walking around I've found a spot that gives not better but OK connections { well at least something rather then i can't get into the net at all } so due to my slow connections i can't watch any videos from YouTube and watching movies from www.alluc.org ..... :(

Not only that, i found out that some of my rashes had came back so now i have to put on the lotions yet again { lucky it did not come back on my face hehehehe } and then i found out that i have run out of all my tibits and I'm kinda lazy to go out and some more cause its so BLOODY hot outside, so that's what happen to me from this morning till now so i hope after all this my day will go a bit better if not i will just go mad and pissed ..... Ciao

Cheers

Friendster Anyone ?????

2007-07-05T10:21:00.000+08:00

Last time when someone asked me if i got a friendster profile i would say ' Nope, cause I'm not into yet another of this profile sharing again } but as time goes by i found out that more and more people are into this so i finally make a friendster profile for myself just for the fun of it so if next time someone asked i can say ' of cause i have hehehehe } i was a member since Dec 2004 but sadly i just leave it that way and when someone send a smile, msg or anything i will just annoy it, but recently thanz to my little cousin I'm getting use to this friendster thingy and now i got like 19 friends { sad huh, member since 2004 and only got 19 friends sob sob sob } but as what people would say ' its better then nothing ' ..... :)

Well most of my friends in my friendster friends list are mostly my cousins and the rest are my friends who are not that many so i need to have more friends for my friendster so i can beat my little cousin { she send a comments saying that she have more friends then me hehehehehe kids }

So if anyone reading this and have a friendster profile please leave a comments and leave your friendster nick so i can add u to my friendster { god i make it sound that I'm so desperate or something hehehehe } ..... Ciao

Cheers

God Save The Queen .....

2007-07-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

Finally i got the chance to watched The Queen { yeah yeah after all this time now then i watched it } well its better late then never, OK so i watched it and i thought it will be kinda boring but as i watched i found that the show was really good and i did almost cried on some scene too and i think Helen Mirren did a brilliant job as The Queen and she deserved the Oscar for that .....

So how would i rate this movie ????? The best movie i have watched for a long time { for the time being hehehehehe }

God Save The Queen ..... Ciao

Cheers

Smoke Get's In Your Eyes .....

2007-07-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

I have been not smoking for almost 4 months now and since then i have never had the feeling or the urge to smoke until last night, it happen while i was surfing at night then suddenly out of nowhere i felt like having a stick and i nearly wanted to take 1 stick from my dad but i finally decided not to and when to bed so i won't feel to smoke and was i wrong ..... The more i tried to make myself to sleep the more i wanted to smoke so i got up and go and look for some sweets or chocolates to make my urged of smoking to stop so after i had some sweets i finally get myself to sleep and now i don't have to urged of smoking anymore { it would be a waste if i did get a stick from my dad after all this time that i have not been smoking }

So let's hope that the urged won't come back again cause i really wanted to quit smoking ..... ciao

Cheers

Mad TV - Moulin Rouge

2007-07-03T13:37:00.001+08:00

Not So The Lady Marmelade huh ..... hehehehehehe

Tak Ada Logika - Agnes Monica

2007-07-03T10:53:00.001+08:00

love this song and the MV ..... She sings like Christina aguilera and dances like Britney Spears ..... Coolest

Khabi Khushi Kahbie Gham .....

2007-07-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

OK day it marks the 5th times i had watched this Hindi movie called ' Kahbi Khushi Khabie Gham ' cause it is so touching { yeah yeah yeah i cried while watching it } that's why i keep on watching it and it always makes me cry ..... I even download all the songs from the movie too hehehehehe

Today my little cousin is watching it with me and i have to tell him the whole story cause he keeps on asking me { kinda hate it when people keep asking me while I'm watching a show } but i have no choice but to tell him but lucky for me he only came to my place when i have already watched the show half way through so not that bad hehehehehe and because of all that talking and telling him the story i did not cry as much as before cause i did not fully concentrate all thanks to him but its OK no harm done hehehehehe ..... Ciao

Cheers

My Tribute To Christina Aguilera

2007-06-29T16:36:00.001+08:00

Here's to Christina Aguilera, welcome to Singapore hehehehehehe

Friday, 29th Of June 2007

2007-06-29T10:03:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up and was feeling rather good about myself, make myself breakfast and just sit at my living room and just think what i have done all this years and what I'm going to do in the near future ..... Looking back at all those years i found out that i have done nothing to prepare myself for what i have become right now and i feel a bit of regret but there is no used crying over spill milk right ????? So now its time for me to think about my future, what i want to do and what i want to become of myself, i think i had enough fun all this years { partying, clubbing, drinking etc etc etc } its about time for to me settle down and get well soon so that i can go out and look for a job and start to save some money and to spend more time with my family cause i had not been doing that for a very long long long time and this time when I'm sick they are the one's that are there for me { well all of you can say that's what parent's are for } YES !!!!! They are there for mental and physical support but sometimes you need friends for some moral and a listening ear's and ever since i got really sick the only one's that i have talk to about my illness and what I'm feeling about all this was Theresa { OK we chatted on MSN cause she is working in Shanghai at the moment but at least she make the effort } and Gabby ..... Thanz guyz

Lucky for me that my illness is not that in the critical stage { thank god for that and thank god that all my rashes are all gone } at least i don't have to be always lay down on my bed and do nothing, at least i can walk, go to the Internet and now i can go out and buy things without my parents getting worried ..... So to Therasa and Gabby i would like to say a BIG Thank You to both of you for kinda there for me and listening to me Thank You { i thought i got more then just 2 friends but i guess i was wrong huh ????? } but 2 is better then nothing right ?????

Cheers

Nip/Tuck A Gay Show ?????

2007-06-29T09:15:00.001+08:00

Is Nip/Tuck becoming a gay show soon cause by looking at this scene and some scene i have look in Youtube it's very likely this show is hehehehehe

Britney Spears And Madonna's MAd TV Skit

2007-06-28T09:54:00.001+08:00

I was laughing till i almost fell of my chair hehehehehe

Transformers Movie Trailer

2007-06-27T09:32:00.001+08:00

Finally they make a real life action movie of Transformers ..... I used to play with the toys { used to have quiet a few of them } when i was very young and it took them so many years to do it but im happy that its finally here and can't wait to go and watch it .....

Kelly Rowland Feat Eve - Like This

2007-06-26T08:58:00.001+08:00

Finally my favourite Destiny Child's member Miss Kelly Rowland had just released her new album called " Ms. Kelly " and from that new album comes her brand new single called " Like This " and Im Loving It ..... You Go Girl !!!!!

Whassup Doc ?????

2007-06-26T08:20:00.000+08:00

Today i got up early again but cause i have to go for my check - up later, its been 2 weeks now since i took my medications for my illness and now i have to go back for my check - up and get more medications ..... Its like just yesterday i when for my 1st appointment and now its my 2nd, how time fly this days { don't that make you scared ????? } by the way i was told that i can't fast in the fasting month that is coming due to my illness and cause i have to take my medications regularly, when i was told about that i felt kinda sad and disappointed { if i was told this few moths ago when i was not sick and living a healthy life i would be the happiest gay in the world hehehehehe } oh later when I'm at the hospital for my check - up they going to take yet again some blood from me { god how much more blood they need from me ????? ever since i got sick and ever since i got in to the hospital i think they have took like more then 20 bottles of blood from me and if this continue i will have no more blood to give them next time hehehehehehe }

OK got to go and get ready to go for my check - up now so i will update later when i got back from the hospital ..... Ciao

Cheers

Fall Out Boy - Thanz For The Momories

2007-06-25T10:19:00.001+08:00

So cool and funny this video ..... The monkeys is so cute hehehehehe

To My Step - Dad .....

2007-06-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life you have to go through something bad or something that suddenly make you wake up or think that what you think about things or someone you thought was someone you hate is the one that will be there for you when you are in need or down, that's what happen to cause ever since i was young my relationship with my step-dad was like not like a regular dad-son thingy, we don't talk to each other that much, we don't like watched TV in the living room together, had dinner together and even go out as a family and that goes on till now, now its like i don't see that often when i was working its like i wake up he already off to work and when he got back I'm not at home { its like I'm at work or I'm out } and that kinda show to most of my cousins cause they notice there is like a gap between the both of us .....

But that all changed now, ever since i got sick he was there for me all the way and even when i told him about my illness he just sit there and smile and told me not to worry cause everything is going to be fine, when i got home from the hospital i can't walk normally, need a lot of attentions and i don't know why when ever i got sick i always had this craving for food that i long time never eat or something that come cross my mind and i told him that he and he will go out or after work he will get it for me or when he is at home he will bring me out to get it, i have to stay and rest at home for about 5 months and he knows i get bored very easy so some days he will bring me and my mum out for a ride cause the stage I'm in right now I'm not allow to go out to crowded places for the time being and i can't walk far cause i will get tired very fast so he just took us for a ride so that i won't be stuck at home all day ..... I can say that my relationship with my step-dad is getting better now, we watched TV as a family now, had dinner together and we make jokes at each other and my mum was so happy that this is happening cause she knows that from young i kinda don't like my step-dad and she knows the relationship we had had for almost like forever and I'm kinda actually happy that this happen cause now i know that he actually love me even though he had a different way of showing it .....

So to my step-dad i want to say that I'm sorry for all the wrong things and the bad things i had said to you and i would like to say Thank You from the bottom of my heart for everything you had done for me { to my mum too } and i hope that from now on our relationship will get stronger and hope it will last forever ..... Love you dad

Cheers

Christina Aguilera- Dirtty

2007-06-24T09:53:00.001+08:00

Guess who is coming to town ????? Yes it's none other that the royal slut herself Christina Aguilera ..... Too bad i kinda want to go and see her live but guess i will not be seeing her real soon ..... hehehehe

New Show's Im Watching .....

2007-06-23T07:47:00.000+08:00

Up early yet again and this i was up at 530am and i still now i don't feel sleepy at all { maybe later in the day i hope hehehehe } looks like its going to be a beautiful day today, it looks kinda cloudy outside but sometime its just for a while and later in the day it will be damn hot but let's hope it won't be that hot today .....

Got hook on the new Chinese drama on channel 8 " Kinship " at 7pm everyday weekdays, it was said the mega drama of this year since it boost most of channel 8's popular actor's and actress's like Jessica Liu, Xiang Yun, Darren Lim, Ann Kwok and of cause there is Edwin Ng { he is such a cutie and a hottie } but since i watched this show from the very beginning i found out that Edwin Ng actually can't act for nut's but so what ????? As long he is cute and have a great body { saw a but of it while he was changing in the show hehehehehe } and actually i think character that Darren Lim play does not suit him at allbut there is always a 1st in everything and lastly what's with Ann Kwok's hair cut ????? There is also going to show a new Chinese drama on channel 8 call " Switched " starring Fann Wong, Jeannette Aw and 2 more cuties and hotties Julian Hee and Shawn Chen, going to watch it even though i don't like Fann Wong { never wathced her show } just because of Julian Hee and of cause Shawn Chen hehehehehe ..... By the way channel 5 is going to show the new season of " Lost " boring, never like and never watched it at all and i don't get it why many people out there LOVE this show so much its like to me just get lost like whats the title of this show " Lost " hehehehehehe

OK got to go now, going to have my breakfast ..... Ciao

Cheers

Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder Full Video

2007-06-22T09:55:00.001+08:00

Used to kinda don't like this song but as times goes by it really hit on me and now its one of my favourite songs at the moment and i always thought that the lead singer Adam Levine is so damn hot and sexy ..... hehehehehe

My Best Girl-Friend Theresa .....

2007-06-22T08:54:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 630am just now, took my breakfast and now just killing my time to take my medications at 9am later, as i had already mention on my previous post that ever since i got sick i have been waking up early in the morning, got 1 day i woke up at about 5am and did not go back to sleep the whole day and i don't feel tired or sleepy .....

Had a kinda good chat with my best girl-friend Theresa 2 days ago on msn { she try to call my house phone but somehow she can't get through } told her what i was taking in the illness that i have and the fact that all my so called friends just kinda shut me down when they got to know that I'm sick { they told me that they will be there for me and support me when they found out but till now none of them even sms me asking me how i was doing so much for friends huh ????? } and she was kinda shocked at 1st and just told me that they don't deserve to be my friends if they are doing this to me and i think she is right so from that day i won't call, sms or even msn them, if they want to know how i was doing then they have to ask me not me .....

Ok let's talk more about Theresa, she is now working in Shanghai at the moment, she just moved there about few days ago if I'm not wrong, she used to work in London before she moved to Shanghai ..... I have known Theresa for like more then 7 years when both of us used to work at Starbuck's Causeway Point and then Starbuck's Orchard Building where she was a shift manager and i was just a full-timer, actually i kinda don't like her at first { well most of the partner's at Starbuck's Causeway Point felt the same too when she got transfer there } but as time goes by we all get closed and all of us can get along very well until that we all used to see the manager's schedule to see when and what shift she is working so we can have the same shift with her cause working with her is like working in a mad house, we always make jokes, always make fun at this one partner who thinks he knows everything, make fun of the customers { names and their child hehehehe } but i think among all of them i think I'm the one that is closed to her cause we had lots in common like that time we were like crazy over Britney Spears and we both hate Christina Aguilera { we kinda like her at first but when she won the Grammy for Best New Artist and not our Britney Spears we kinda don't like her anymore, Theresa even throw away her Christina's cd hehehehehe } and we both like to dance so we join this dance school and we had a blast dancing and making fun to the new " kids " until our dance instructor chase us out hehehehehe .....

Then when we got to know that she had to be transfer to Starbuck's Orchard Point most of us were kinda sad but what to do that's the life of being a manager in Starbuck { you won't stay in an outlet forever } but lucky for me i was being transfer there too cause over there then need full-timers so i followed and we turn that so called dead and dull place to a mad house all over again, the thing is i found out that where ever she go, she will be like cause i think she is a fun, cheerful, friendly, honest and crazy kinda of a person ..... Well as they always said good things don't last forever, one day she told us that she had decided to go continue her studies in Australia so it was kinda sad for all of us, to me everything we both had done together had just flushed away, we all stayed at her placed the day before she had to leave to Australia the next day and we send her to the airport too, we told each other that we won't cry but i just can't help it but just to cry cause to me i was feeling that i just lost a best friend, lucky even though we are not in the same country we still keep in contact and sometimes called each other asking how each of us was doing { she told me what she did there and all the stuffs she learn and she even wrote an essay about me for her Spanish class }

Well to cut the story short, she came back after graduating and work her for some time before her when to London to work and now she is in Shanghai and she just told me that she is coming back next month for her friend's wedding and she PROMISED me to come and visit me { can't wait, missed her so much }

So Theresa if you are reading this i would like to say Thank You for being a friend and always there for me even though you are not here with me, can't wait to meet you when you get back here ..... Missed you and love you Deep Deep ..... Ciao

Cheers

Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)

2007-06-21T09:50:00.001+08:00

My new favourite song at the moment ..... thanz Brandon for intro me this song hehehehehe and welcome back to u ..... :)

Amy Winehouse - Rehab

2007-06-20T09:30:00.001+08:00

Just find this song kinda cool so hope you all like it ..... :)

4 Months .....

2007-06-19T09:50:00.000+08:00

Its been a 2 weeks now since i got back from the hospital and I'm feeling like its been a year i had been staying at home and do nothing but taking my medications, rest and sleep ..... So i have to do all this for 4 months { yes the doctor order me to stay at home and get lots of rest for 4 months to get back my energy and everything } tell me what i can do at home for 4 months ????? I can die of boredom but lucky i got my laptop and i can surf the net but that sometimes make me bored too but at least there is something rather then not doing nothing at all ..... I actually missed going out like going down to Starbucks at Bugis Village and chill there with the partner's and i missed meeting with my Friend's like Andrew, Fahmi, Gabby, Jaslyn, Chris, Farhana, Dick, Sara and the rest but i have to wait till I'm really fully recover then i can go and meet up with them so till then i have to stay at home for the time being ..... Ciao

Cheers

Ne-Yo - Because Of You

2007-06-16T09:55:00.001+08:00

Love this song .....

A Change Person .....

2007-06-15T09:59:00.000+08:00

I think i changed ever since i got sick, since i got sick i have cut down a lot of my clubbing, drinking and i have not been smoking for the past 3 months now and I'm not effected by all this at all but i feel great and healthy { like real like that lor hehehehehehe } and i wish to continue with all that cause i think it comes a time when its time for me to repent and think about my future like getting a good job, start to save money again and try to settle down ..... I think its about time to do all this cause I'm not getting younger everyday { how i wish it could be true hehehehehe }

So now i have to rest at home for about 4 months { yes the doctor told me that I'm unfit to work for about 4 months to get back my energy back } so for this 4 months I'm going to think what i want in life, for start i decided to learn how to pray and read the Quran and go with the flow after that .....

Ok got to go now so i see you later ..... Ciao

Cheers

Oh My God Im Back Again .....

2007-06-07T10:23:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm back home after my 2nd trip to the hospital, this time round i spend about 5 days there compared to the 1st trip which i had stay for 8 days and i hope that will be the last time i ever step to a hospital and stay there { its so boring and the food suck big time } so now I'm back home i have to rest a lot and take my medications on time cause once i got fever again i have to rush back to the hospital ..... So that's all for now, have to go for my medications and have a short nap ..... Ciao

Cheers

Finally Im Back After My 8 Days Stay At Alexandra Hospital .....

2007-05-23T19:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah for those who din not know, i was warded to Alexandra Hospital for 8 days due to my high fever { 39.6 lor } so i was rush to the hospital by ambulance on Monday morning at about 430am and when i reached there, the doctor gave me a jab for my fever and then i was warded to Ward 12 Bed 16 ..... God i was so sick until i nearly fall and fainted a couple of times when i was going to the toilet until the nurse banned me from walking around, so what i did for the whole 8 days I'm there ????? Sleep, take medicine and more sleep { brought my laptop but too bad there is no Internet connections there } oh and also since I'm there i have been poked by needles like more then 10 times { they took my blood like there is no tomorrow } the 1st day they took 5 small tubes and 4 big tubes then the next day they took 2 more big tubes and the next day they took 4 more big tubes and i think i was poked to put the drip thingy 4 times and i was drip with 4 packets, i think those were the worst 8 days of my life .....

Actually when i was there I'm looking forward to meet my doctor's cause they are very cute { hehehehehe } at least i got something to look forward to every morning and night and i think 1 of them is gay cause he looks like 1 { hehehehehehe } well that's the only fun i have when I'm there and oh i made friends with 2 of the nurse there, they were so friendly, helpful and always there to give me a hand { Student Nurse Candy Galang and Snr Staff Nurse Mary G } in which i had mentions and wrote down their names when i was writing their feedback form ..... I was so bloody happy when the doctor told me that i can finally go home { oh how i missed going online and watch TV }

Well i hope that will be the last time i would go there cause i don't want to stay in a hospital yet again ..... Oh i like to say a Big THANK YOU to who ever had come and visit me exp the Starbucks Staffs, my cousins, my aunts and uncles and also my other friends in which i was so shocked that when i told them I'm in the hospital they came straight down and pay me a visit { mind you they are just like hi and bye friends so now i know who are my friends really were .....

Ok got to go now, going to have my dinner and then take my medications and get more rest ..... Ciao

Cheers

Kaer - Izinkan Ku Pergi

2007-05-10T16:18:00.001+08:00

What a sad song which comes with a sad MTV ..... Really like this song soo much till i cired listening to it ..... Its Kaer " Izinkan Ku Pergi " go and check it out ..... Cheers

Back To My Roots ?????

2007-05-10T15:22:00.001+08:00

Its been a while that i cried while watching a Malay movie but i did, just watched Qabil Khushry Qabil Igam { this would be my 2nd time watching it and yet i still cried } it star Hans Issac, Rusdi Ramli, Erra Fazira and Ziana Zain ..... Well the 1st time i watched this movie i thought it was a comedy movie but as time goes by it start to get dramatic and sad, all my cousins that had watched it says the same thing as me but my aunt was not sad, she told my younger cousin that this movie is not as touching as what we all had said and my cousin told her that she got no feeling that's why she was not moved when she watched the movie ..... Oh and i was trying to post a video of a Malay song that i like very much for the time being but i can't, been trying it since yesterday and i try to post it like 3 times and still nothing so can anyone tell me whats wrong here ?????

Recently i have been watching and listening and downloading lots of Malay songs and i listen to a Malay radio channel now, told my cousin about it and she say to me { why going back to your roots issit hehehehehe } if people knows me well they know that i listen to English songs like RnB, Hip - Hop and Pop so its kinda surprised to them that now I'm listening to more Malay songs hehehehehe ..... OK the MTV that I'm trying to post on my blog is call " Izinkan Ku Pergi " meaning Let Me Go and the singer is a 21 year old guy named Kaer, the 1st time i listen to this song on the radio i straight away fell in love with it and of cause the next thing i had to do was to download it hehehehehe so now i keep on listening to it like every minute and everyday hehehehehe ..... :)

Oh and I'm following the Malay reality singing show call " Anugerah " , well i guess I'm really going back to my Malay roots hehehehehe and not only that i start to learn back how to pray and learning the Quran again, well maybe this is a sign from God { of me being sick } to let me know that my wild and partying days are over and now i have to pay more attentions to him and my religion ..... :)

OK got to go now, going for my afternoon rest and nap so i will be back later or tomorrow ..... Ciao

Cheers
P/S : Welcome back Brandon ..... :)

My Stay At The Hospital .....

2007-05-09T16:01:00.001+08:00

Finally i got the energy to get up and try to go online and lucky me i can get the connections, i was warded to Alexandra Hospital last Saturday night due to my very high fever and i was shivering at the same time, i was so bloody sick that i can't get up { my cousins had to carry me to the car } and i can't breathe properly { i thought I'm going to faint or die any minute } when we reached the hospital lucky there were nit many people there so have to wait like 20 minute or so and when i when in to see the doctor i told her whats going on and she straight away gave me a jab and she told me that i have to be warded so i spent like 2 days there resting and sleeping { from all things i did not bring my hp } so now I'm waiting for the the doctor to call me and tell me whats the outcome of the test he did when i was at the hospital and he told me that i might have to go for that operations after all { if only i had that last time i think i should be OK by now, damn those doctor saying i don't need the operations that time }

Oh when i was there i manage to sneak out to find me a TV on Monday night to watched the finale of The Amazing Race and when i found the tv i watched it until a nurse caught me and i told and beg her to let me watched and she did { she is nice and sweet, she even bring a drink and some snacks } oh my favourite team won, i was like screaming and so bloody happy for them { its Eric and Danielle that won hehehehehe } so from all the season only 2 of my favourite win the race, that would be Chip and Reichan and now Eric and Danielle ..... :)

OK got to go now, going back to more rest so i will update more maybe later or tomorrow so ..... Ciao

Cheers

Finally Some Internet Connections .....

2007-05-05T16:27:00.001+08:00

I'm sick yet again, i think I'm going to sued my doctor for telling me that I'm going to be fine after my last visit and that i don't need the operations { can i actually sued him ????? } well i guess i will be wasting my time trying to do that so I'm going to pay him yet another visit next week and clear everything out cause I'm sick and tired of getting sick and staying at home doing nothing, i missed going to work { and get paid at the end of the month } and if it takes me to go for an operations to make me well then jolly well we are having that operations .....

Oh i was kinda pissed that i can't get online yesterday, for the whole bloody day i can't get in i was so bored until i force myself to sleep since I'm not feeling that well { well i guess its a good idea hehehehe } and not only that i try this morning and still can't get in and now finally i can { thank god for that cause i will kill myself of boredom } so the 1st thing i did when i can go online was to see if i can watch any new movies on www.alluc.org but to my disappointment all the new movies feature there was all Bollywood movies, its like hello what's with all this Bollywood movies and where is all my new movies like Spiderman 3 etc etc etc, well i guess i have to wait then hopefully by tomorrow there got other movies to watch besides Bollywood movies ..... :)

Ok besides Spiderman 3, Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix and Sherk 3, the other movie i want to watch would be The Fantastic 4 The Rise Of The Silver Surfer, Die Hard 4.0 and The Transformers . Wah so many movies to watch so little time hehehehe but if i can only watch only 1 movies from this list it would be Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix cause I'm a die hard fan of the Harry Potter books and movies but i have to wait till July { well good things will come if you wait for it } ..... :)

Ok got to go now, going to shower and get ready for dinner and then back to more resting after i took my medications so maybe i will update more later if i come back online or i guess i see you tomorrow then ..... Ciao

Cheers

Spider Man 3

2007-05-02T12:15:00.001+08:00

I want to watch Spiderman 3 ..... :)

Wet Wednesday .....

2007-05-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

Yet again woke up on a raining day, its been a few days now that it start to rain early in the morning and continue till at about 8plus, well its kinda good actually feeling the cool of the rain while you are sleeping { no need to on the fan or the air - con } so as always i woke up at about 9plus and wash my face and brush my teeth and head down to get my breakfast and today newspaper to look for jobs { just sent my resumes to 3 companies so lets hope they will reply me back } so now I'm just chilling in front of my laptop while trying to watched Alpha Dog on www.alluc.org { it star Justin Timberlake } but i think the connection here is not good cause it gets cut off in the middle of the way so i think i will try again later in the afternoon ..... }

Oh can't wait to watch Spiderman 3, maybe i will tired to watch it on www.alluc.org if they post it soon or i will catch it on the cinema, Jaslyn had already watched it and she say its good so lets wait and see then and of cause I'm waiting for the 5th installment of Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix and of cause Alpha Dog { just because Justin Timberlake is in it hehehehe } ..... :)

Went to Tantrics last Monday with Andrew { its been 1 month that we have not been going out } Sharon and John join us later, so since its been a long time we did not go out so that night we Let Go and get drunk but too bad in the middle of the fun i suddenly got a slight fever and now I'm still having the fever so now back to resting again and staying at home but hopefully i will recover soon cause i don't want to be sick when i got a reply from the companies i just send my resume too ..... :)

Ok got to go now, just took my medications and I'm starting to get sleepy so bye now and i will update more later ..... ciao

Cheers

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

2007-05-01T13:18:00.001+08:00

Love her new single, her new look, her new album and her new mtv ..... Avril Lavigne Rockzzzzzzz

Sunday Afternoon .....

2007-04-29T16:08:00.000+08:00

It's been a while that i have not been going to my grand mum's place, so i decided to go there today coz all of my aunts and cousins will be there coz they are helping up with my cousin wedding which will be held next month { yet another cousin getting married } lucky for me none of my aunts or my grand mum ask me when will be my turn hehehehehe ..... :)

it was kinda hot when i was on my way to my grand mum's place but now it looks like its going to rain any minute now, now I'm looking at all my aunts and cousins doing the stuffs and I'm here just looking at them and lucky for me that i brought my laptop with me so i can continue downloading my stuffs, listen to songs and watch some movies from www.alluc.com , which i have watched most of it there hehehehe ..... :)

And one of my cousin that i hate most is here too, god can't stand her at all . She is so all to herself { she thinks she is good, clever, likable and that she thinks that she is beautiful, she don't know that she is ugly and fat hehehehe }

Ok got to go now going to eat very hungry already so i will update more later ..... Ciao

Cheers

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix

2007-04-28T11:30:00.001+08:00

Gosh can't wait for this 1 to be out .....

I'm Baaaccckkk .....

2007-04-28T11:29:00.001+08:00

Gosh its been a while that i have not update my blog { kinda missed it so badly } well if you all want to know why i have not update any post for so long is because i got sick yet again, so i have been going in and out from the hospital for the past few weeks or so and so now the doctor have giving me the green light that i can go home and have a good rest which I'm going to do so cause I'm sick and tired of getting sick and going in and out from the hospital so I'm going to stay at home and rest and finish all of my medications and no hard work or what so ever until i get fully recover and fit to continue with my normal lifestyle { but have to cut down on my partying, smoking and drinking } kinda missed going to Tantrics and dance the night away { its going to be 4 weeks now that i have not been to Tantrics } well maybe next week when I'm fully recover i will make my way down with Andrew ..... :)

So what have I've been doing while i was resting at home ????? Watched movies of cause hehehehe what else can i do right ????? So i have watched Meet The Robinson { the show is so cute } , Clueless { every time i watched this show it always reminds me of a friend that past away sob sob sob } , Wild Hogs { not that kinda of a funny movie } , Cruel Intentions { god Ryan Philippe is go drop dead gorgeous in this movie } , John Tucker Must Die { must i say anything about this movie ????? hehehehe } , Meet Joe Black { god i just melt when when Brad Pitt was licking the peanut butter from the spoon } , Monster House { yet another cute animated movie } and finally i watched all the 4 Harry Potter's movies { I'm a die hard fan of Harry Potter } can't wait for the next 1 to be out hehehehe so that's all the movies that i have time watching while staying and resting at home, not that much right ?????

So now I'm back i will keep on posting more updates so till then ..... Ciao

Cheers
P/S : I'm fine Dick thanz for the concern ..... :)

Cruel Intentions Trailer

2007-04-13T21:56:00.001+08:00

Just watched Cruel Intentions again and god Ryan Phillippe is so god damn handsome and cute ..... :)

Friday Night .....

2007-04-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

Just watched The Reaping and i might say that i kinda enjoy it ..... NOT , its so bloody boring and the only exciting part was the ending part that's all and who does Hillary Swank would want to act in this kind of show, its like she is a two time Oscar winner for goodness sake and oh another part that i like in the movie was when millions of grasshoppers attack some humans that's pretty exciting coz i did not know that grasshoppers can kill humans hehehehe so the next time you ever catch or try to kill a grasshopper think twice hehehehe ..... :)

Now I'm trying to download Cinderella { yeah feel like watching some cartoons tonight } from www.alluc.org but it comes in 10 parts so i have to download 10 parts of the movie { a little to long and many right ????? } and the Internet connection is kinda slow coz i think there is a lot other people is using the connection { well this is how it is if you are using free Internet connections hehehehe }

Andrew is going to watch The Phantom Of The Opera with his sister tomorrow and he got good seats, the only musical that i ever watched with Andrew was Rent and that was ages ago so I'm kinda sad that I'm not going to watched Phantom Of The Opera with him coz we always say that we will watch musicals together, well maybe next time then ..... :(

Ok got to go now, going to watch my movie now so i will update more tomorrow ..... Ciao

Cheers

Friday The 13th .....

2007-04-13T15:00:00.001+08:00

Just got up due to yet another late night last night, met Andrew at Alley Bar last night for some drinks and later we went to Tantrics to continue drinking, met MJ and small John there too and its kinda weird too see them together since they had broken up { that's what i heard } they kinda look a bit distance and never talk much but keep looking at each other .....

The night was kinda slow at the beginning but it after some time { with good music and lots of drinks } we got the party started hehehehehe but that came to an end when we saw Dennis { my number 1 enemy } there and as always I'm the one that saw him so i got no choice to tell Andrew and then he went over and say his HIs and all those stuffs, Andrew was almost with Dennis after that which I'm not complaining coz they have not meet up for ages so I'm kinda ok with that, oh trying smsing Gabby to ask if he wanted to join us but i guess he is kinda tired { he just got back from a flight } and had already asleep when i sms him, the music was great last night but at times i was there alone without someone to dance with ..... :)

Can't sleep when i got back this morning, don't know why so i was wide awake till at about 830am this morning then i fell asleep and woke up at around 230pm this afternoon, so i just had my lunch and now downloading Cruel Intentions, Clueless and Deuce Bigalow : European Gigolo so im going to have a good laugh watching all this movie later ..... :)

Ok got to go now so i will update more later ..... Ciao

P/S : Today is the Friday the 13th hehehehehehe { just want to let you all know }

Cheers

The Dance Floor .....

2007-04-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

Finally the group E! Square was voted out at last night show, i was wondering when its time for them to go and i got my answer last night, i was so happy when i found out that they are out but kinda sad that Soul Fusion was for the 4th time in a row was at the bottom 3 last night and after watching the whole show last night I'm kinda scared for Soul Fusion coz last night was their worst performance ever and even the judges think so too but as always i have faith in them to go through next week ..... So which group last night was i impressed with ????? Well that would be Fantastic Four { i got this feeling that they are gays hehehehe } their dance moves were so good and Gino is so cute hehehehehe ..... :)

So who do i think will be at the bottom 3 next week ????? Well i have to go with J.D.I, Platinum and coz they have been in the bottom 3 for the past 4 weeks in a row then i have to say Soul Fusion ..... Why i say J.D.I will be at the bottom 3 next week was they were not actually dancing but just moving around and doing steps like they were dancing and their performance was kinda boring, Platinum in the other hand was like not dancing to the genre of that night which was Ballroom Dancing { even the judges was asking them what kind of Ballroom Dance they were dancing and they can't even answer it } their performance was like copying a cheap and lousy dance from The Pussy Cat Dolls and as for Soul Fusion ????? Its simple as ABC why i think they will be yet again in the bottom 3 next week, coz Singaporeans just don't like them even though they know Soul Fusion is 1 or the best group in the competition so there you go my bottom 3 for next week and if you ask me who will be voted out i will think it would be J.D.I { it was just plain boring to watch them last night }

Oh and last night on American Idol they asked Jennifer Lopez to be the mentor for this week, its like hello Jennifer Lopez ????? Are the producers of the show have got no one else ????? Is there no other singers to asked to come to the show until they have to ask Jennifer Lopez ????? Seriously do you think Jennifer Lopez is a great singer ????? Do you think she sings live in all her performances ????? She is like teaching them how to dance rather then singing last night, so who will be next to come as a mentor in American Idol ????? Fergie, Jessica Simpson, Lindsay Lohan ?????

Cheers

Hmmmmm .....

2007-04-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

Got today's paper this morning again and yet again there is nothing for me, well Jaslyn asked me to check www.jobsdb.com.sg and i might say there is a lot of jobs to choose from but have to look carefully before i send any CV's and read carefully of what their requirements ..... This Dick asked me to work for Zara or River Island so that he can get discount { so irritating la he hehehehe } but actually i don't mind working for both of this places if they don't send me to work at VivoCity I'm fine with that, actually my cousin had a friend working for Zara in the office side so i might asked her friend to recommend me ..... :)

So i guess I'm staying at home today, well at least i can watch The Dance Floor later { missed it last week } the reason I'm watching it is not that the groups who is still in the competitions is damn bloody good but just to see if my favourite group is still in it { Soul Fusion } so people please vote for them ..... :)

Ok got to go now, going to have my late lunch and then i might come back or maybe go and get some rest and sleep which i have been doing for the past a month plus so later ..... Ciao

Cheers

No Jobs ?????

2007-04-09T10:27:00.001+08:00

Woke up early today to get the papers to look for jobs but to my surprised i found out there is not much jobs available on today papers so now i have to wait for Wednesday and Saturday to look for jobs coz this two days is when lots of jobs available, can't wait to start to send my CV and going for interviews again { at least i can get out and not stay at home hehehehe }

The weather is kinda cloudy today so not sure if its going to rain or not, just had my breakfast and now having a smoke while looking out my window and saw this cute guy crossing the road hehehehehe and i was at West mall last night with my cousin and found out that there is a lot of gays and gay's couple staying around here and some of them are cute and good looking { my cousin was kinda like asking why are they gay coz they are so cute and good looking hehehehehe }

Watched Ugly Betty last night and was quiet disappointed that on last night show, my favourite character Justin { he is Betty nephew } was not in it but as always the show was good and funny { wish i can work in that environment, always like the fashion line } but its just a dream which won't come true { hehehehehe }

Ok got to go now, going to look at the papers again maybe i got missed something you never know so i will be back later for more updates ..... Ciao

Cheers

Danity Kane - Ride For You

2007-04-09T09:57:00.001+08:00

Dadicate This song for my one and only Kevin ..... Love you now and will love you forever even though we are no longer together ..... Muacks

Good Sunday Morning .....

2007-04-08T09:26:00.001+08:00

Got up early this morning at about 830am just to find out that my parents are going to JB together with my aunties and they are leaving soon so i guess i got the whole house to myself for today { yeah, yippee, hurray } so now I'm making myself my own breakfast ..... :)

So what have i plan for myself today ????? Well going to chill at home for the time being while i wait for my cousin to wake up and then we will going to Westmall Or IMM, just want to chill out with her so if we are going to Westmall then we will eat at Pastamania and if we going to IMM i want to get the Chocolate Banana Cake from Secret Recipe { been craving for that since last week hehehehehe } and also been craving for Famous Amos but don't think we want to go all the way to Jurong Point { too far } and i don't think IMM got Famous Amos so i guess it have to wait yet again, the weather is kinda good today looks kinda hot but at least its not raining { that will spoilt our plan } and lets hope it stays that way ..... :)

Ok im going to get ciggies now so i will see you late if i got more updates to post so for now ..... Ciao

Cheers

You Should Be Dancing .....

2007-04-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yet another Saturday I'm staying at home { actually I'm kinda happy that I'm at home and not out partying away } and just chilling while having a very cold Ice Lemon Tea right now, just finish watching A Walk To Remember on channel 5 just now and it was so romantic, touching and sad { i cry at the end of the show } if you don't know what movie this is it star Mandy Moore and Shane West { he is oh so ever cute } she die at the end of the show that's why its so sad ..... :(

Now they are showing Monster's Ball starring Helly Berry { she won an Oscar for this show } but I'm not of a Helly Berry kinda fan so I'm giving this show a missed and now checking what movies i can watch on http://www.alluc.org/ maybe a comedy or animated movie would be nice, had an overdose of romantic movie for 1 day already so need some movie to cheer me up hehehehehe ..... :)

Ok decided to watch Honey { starring the ever sexy Jessica Alba } even though i had watched it like a million times but it never fail to make me feel like dancing whenever i watch this show and always thinking if only i can dance like those in the movie { not that I'm not a good dancer but not as good as them hehehehe } maybe i will go back to my dancing school when I'm all settle down { yeah i think i will do that } here i come uncle Lionel hehehehe ..... :)

Ok i got to go now, going to watch my Honey and continue watching the rest of the episodes of Popular so i will update more i guess tomorrow then so goodnight all ..... Ciao

Cheers

Stay Home Saturday .....

2007-04-07T15:33:00.001+08:00

Its raining again here and its quiet heavy with thunder and lighting too but i guess its quiet ok at least its not burning hot outside I'm cool with it ..... I was kinda shocked to know that its only 3pm right now { i thought its already like 5 plus } so as always after the movies i when to shower and had my late lunch and now I'm like chilling out in my room and doing some thinking and some soul - searching and since I'm not going for the operations and I'm recovering well i will start looking for a job this coming Monday { hope i get a job soon } so that i can pay all my DEBTS and not depending on my friends to pay for me when ever we go out and so that other people won't say bad things about me { like I'm making used of my friends etc etc etc } so wish me luck hehehehehehe .....

Heard a lot of people talking bad things about me recently and I'm kinda sad that some of them were supposed to be my friends { closed friends i might add } but i don't really care coz they can say whatever they want coz i really can't be bother about all this shit ..... What i concern now is to get a job and continue with my normal life and be surrounded with my friends who is there for me not matter what happen or what people say about me coz they are the ones that are truly my friends .....

Oh later channel 5 is showing A Walk To Remember { starring Mandy Moore } like this show a lot coz its a romantic and there is a sad ending ..... Ciao

Cheers

Get A Life !!!!!

2007-04-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

Well it got me thinking last night about people doing what ever they can just to get SOME attentions from people around them, i really don't understand why they would do such a thing, are this people lonely, insecure, attentions seeker, bored with life or they just don't have any friends ????? Well not that I'm saying I'm not one of those that i had mentions { yes I'm lonely and sometimes gets bored but i don't go and make - up stories or keep on going around complaining about every little things that cross their way }

Well before i go on i would like to say sorry to those who will get offended when they read this but as i always say this is my BLOG and i can do and write what ever i want too, ok most people gets lonely sometimes { I'm lonely most of the time } but that does not mean you have to go around and telling people some lie or make up some stories just for them to show some pity to you, for those who are insecure about themselves { m i ugly, fat, skinny, old, short etc etc } well just remember there are other that are much worst then you are so be happy on what god had given you and as for attentions seeker i got one thing to say GET A LIFE and stop complaining about every little things, do you think we care ?????

Cheers

Oh Common Now .....

2007-04-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

Oh common now Singaporeans stop voting out all the best dance group out of the competitions, was kinda shocked that Styles from Beyond was eliminated last night ..... I just can't understand why those others group which should had been voted out long ago is still in the competitions like E Square, Vas and Pris and Melvin and Sharon while Styles From beyond and Break Force Crew was voted out so please people start voting for the right group here ..... Lucky my Soul Fusion is still in the Competitions ..... Ciao

Cheers

Late Night .....

2007-04-05T13:11:00.001+08:00

Was at Starbucks 1 Fullerton for awhile coz the partners from Starbucks Bugis Village was having their store meeting there and since i have not been there so i decided to go and have a look, well after reaching there i found the inside sitting were kinda cozy and bright .....

The partners there were kinda ok i think and i met Amin there, we used to work at Starbucks Orchard Building long time ago before he went to serve his NS { used to scold him a lot hehehe } when i saw the Bugis Village partners i found out that not all were there { Vincent, Hayu and Melvin was not there and that day was Vincent birthday }

Was happy to meet them again coz its been a long time that i have not go down to visit and chill with them but now since i had recover i think they will start to see me more at their store like last time hehehehehe .....

Had not really got to know the new store manager Hafiz yet but i heard that he is a nice guy and his girlfriend is a flight stewardess for SIA { maybe she know Gabby hehehehehe } so while they all start with their meeting i got myself a drink and wait for Andrew to confirm if we are meeting up for dinner .....

Was kinda happy to meet my sweet Izyan { that's her with me } and was kinda surprised that she wore something to cover her head but she still look sweet, cute and pretty and if I'm straight i think i will try to get to know her more if you know what u mean hehehehehe

So finally Andrew sms and asking me to meet him at Suntec City for dinner so when i met him there we when to Kenny Roger's for dinner and after that we went to Marina Square coz he needs to have a talk to the Giordano stuffs for a while and when he's done we were like waiting for cab to go to Tantrics and boy we had to wait for a bloody long time, we start waiting for cab like at about 10pm and when finally we got a cab { we finally decided to call one } we reached Tantrics at about nearly 12am ..... Oh we asked small John to join us which I'm kinda OK with that, was kinda like not in the mood to talk to him at 1st but as time goes by he start to look sad and i don't know why i felt pity on him but I'm still kinda mad at him { a bit only la } but he is an adult so he should know what to do with his problems, so there you have it, what i did yesterday so i have to go now and will be back later for more updates ..... Ciao

Cheers

Soul Fusion Rockzzzzzz .....

2007-04-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

I'm at McDonald's Marina Square right now waiting for Andrew to finish talking to the manager's of Giordano here { got some problems to settle } and now I'm wondering which group was been eliminated from The Dance Floor, as long my friend { she is from the group Soul Fusion } was not kick out that's fine with me, been kinda pissed with the voting coz for the past 2 weeks in a row they were at the bottom 3 { like hello they are the best group in the competition lor } but lucky a friend told me that they are still in it but he don't know who was eliminated coz he did not catch the 1st 15 minutes of the show { hope its E Square or Vas and Pris was eliminated } they are horrible, even my younger cousin's can dance better then them hehehehehe

So please vote for Soul Fusion coz you won't get it wrong, even the judges like them { enough said } so Soul Fusion all the way ..... Ciao

Cheers

Where You Go ?????

2007-04-04T14:28:00.001+08:00

After so long that i have not come down to Starbucks Bugis Village and when i did i found out that all of them is not working today coz they are having yet another store meeting at Starbucks Fullerton later but lucky Mus is working at least I'm not all alone here ..... Found out that some of them will be here around 4 plus but I'm meeting my mum and aunts at Geylang later so i told them that i will meet them tomorrow instead .....

Oh got an offer from a friend to work at Insomnia but i don't think I'm ready to work in bars, pub or clubs yet even though he offer me a good salary but I'm just not that ready to say goodbye to my night - life yet { i have to work from 9pm to 6am and its 6 days week } so i turn it down, hmmmmmm looks like its going to rain yet again so I'm thinking if i should stay here or go and meet up with my mum and aunts at Geylang later or maybe can meet with Andrew since his office is just nearby ..... Ciao

Cheers

Good News .....

2007-04-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

Went for my check - up yesterday and i got to know from my doctor that i don't need to go for the operations coz my infections had clear and the white spots is slowly fading away so there is no point of doing the operation, you can imagine how i felt when he told me that so now i can start looking for a job and continue with my normal life but i still have to get more rest and try to get my energy back ..... Ciao

Cheers

Are They Really Your Friends ?????

2007-04-03T11:53:00.001+08:00

Found out last night that there are some people talking bad things about me and some of them are actually some of my closed - friends, yeah my own friends is talking bad stuffs about me so whats that's tells me and you ????? Well actually i know about all this but its just me I'm a soft - hearted kinda guy and won't go to that person and confront him / her about what they have been telling people about me .....

So i will just let them be, if they want to talk bad things about me go ahead and say coz i can't be bother about all things stupid things, to me i want to get well soon and find a good job and continue with my life ..... I actually wonder what makes them say all this about me ????? What have i done to them so that they can do this to me, shouldn't friends stick to each other no matter what happen and always there for each other ????? Well that's what I'll do if one of my friends is in trouble or feeling down but you know sometimes its just human nature to say something bad to a person even though its your friend you are talking about but I'm kinda curious why they just don't come up to you and say it face to face ????? Are they scared to tell you straight to your face ????? They only talk but no action ????? Or they are only be your friends when you are healthy, when you got money, a good job etc etc etc ????? Or they are just not a friend to start with ?????

Ok so what ever it is, I'm just going to be myself and make myself healthy and get a job and lead my own life and don't bother what other people say about me so go ahead then ..... Ciao

Cheers

Popular ..... Again

2007-04-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

Just finish watching this show called " Popular " its about some high school teen show trying to be popular, me and my best friend used to love this show a lot but sadly it only lasted for 2 season but thanz to www.alluc.org i was able to watched it all over again and laugh to all the characters like Brooke McQueen { the head cheerleader that dedicate to maintaining her picture - perfect school life and figure } , Nicole Julian { best friend to Brooke and the resident, insecure, witty and merciless bitch } , Sam McPherson { a feisty, unpopular, intelligent activist } , Mary Cherry { a flamboyant ans bizarre southern girl and a bimbo } , Josh Ford { Brooke's down to earth boyfriend and a total hottie } , Harrison John { a sensitive unpopular boy who had a crush on Brooke } , Carmen Ferrara { a overweight girl who wishes to be a cheerleader } , Lily Esposito { an environmentalist and animal rights activist } and Sugar Daddy { Josh's laid - back, ghettoized overweight best friend } and there you have it the characters of Popular { actually got few more but kinda lazy to write it down hehehehe }

Well me and my best friend used to pretend to be Brooke and Nicole when we are watching the show on tv and then we will be them when we go out to our favourite place Niche { it closed down sob sob sob } and we still pretend to be them, those are some weird, funny, cute things me and my best friend crazy things we do last time hehehehehe, so what happen to all of them now ????? Well the actress that played Nicole is now together with Melissa Etheridge { yes she is a lesbian } , the actress that played Carmen got her own sitcom which also did not do well too, the guy act as Harrison got a cameo in Ugly Betty and as for the rest you all can say that its all history but you never know they will pop out one of this days .....

Ok i got to go and finish up with the show now so if you got the chance to watched this show please watched it coz its a good teen show and i hope you will like it as how me and my best friend did ..... Ciao

Cheers

Its Monday Already ?????

2007-04-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yet another week had gone by and a new one starting, yes its Monday again and for most people that would be a dreadful day coz they have to go back to work after having the day off on the weekends { been there done that } so cheer up guys nowsaday time passes so fast and when you think about it, its the weekend once again .....

Had a great night sleep last night, guess i was very tired coz i think i sleep right away without have to turn here n turn there, listening to music, read a book etc etc etc { things that make you get to sleep faster hehehehehe } so what was i doing yesterday that makes me feel so tired and sleepy and makes me sleep right away and woke up a bit late then always ????? Well i had a movie marathon { hehehehehehe } let me see i watched The Prince And Me, The Covenant, Alice In Wonderland { YES that Alice In Wonderland hehehehehe }, White Chicks and follow by Ugly Betty and American Next Top Model yeah that's all i think hehehehehe, gosh the more i watched Ugly Betty the more i like the show and the young boy who played Betty's nephew { he is so funny, cute and GAY hehehehehehe } so can't wait for the next episode this coming Sunday .....

Ok tomorrow is my final check - up and then i will know when is my operations going to be held, feeling kinda nervous and happy at the same time coz nervous that i know I'm going for an operations and happy that its soon going to be over and done with so that's tomorrow and as for what's my plan for today i think I'm going to stay at home yet again and just chill and get more rest since i have my check - up tomorrow and oh watch The Amazing Race later in the evening since i missed watching it Live just now { was kinda lazy to wake up since i know they going to show it again later hehehehehe } so now I'm just sitting in front of my laptop drinking my milk and waiting for my mum to cook lunch { she always cook lunch very early } so that's all for now will come back with more updates later in the day ..... Ciao

Cheers

Cloudy Sunday .....

2007-04-01T12:58:00.001+08:00

Yeah i woke up a bit late today { been waking up early for the past few weeks already and I'm kinda happy that i woke up late this morning and i had a early night last } so i think i had a good night sleep hehehehe but now since I'm up as always i got nothing to do coz I'm all alone at home right now { well i used to be happy to be at home all alone coz i can do whatever i want but now i can't } just had my breakfast of Roti Prata { been a long time i had one } with milk and now I'm just chilling out surfing and listening to some new songs that i had downloaded hehehehe

It looks like its going to rain here, well if its going to be raining here i guess I'm going to be staying at home today so i was thinking to go and get some snacks and stuffs so i can enjoy it while i watched some DVDs or movies from www.alluc.org, so i guess i better go and shower and go and get the stuffs before it start to rain { don't like carrying an umbrella around } so i shall go now and will be back later to update more ..... Ciao

Cheers

Happy Birthday Mum .....

2007-03-31T20:35:00.001+08:00

That's my beloved mum and today is her Birthday so just want to post her picture here and wish he a very Happy Birthday and Love You Deep Deep ..... Muacks

Cheers

Bloody Tired But I Like ..... Hehehehehe

2007-03-31T20:30:00.001+08:00

Slept for just 4 hours today due to me coming home at about 7plus in the morning, was out last night with Andrew, Sharon, Shasha, Zack and Jimmy . Met Andrew and Sharon at Tantrics { for the 1st time they were there 1st hehehehehe } then Jimmy came and asked us if we want to go and check Play out { Play is a new gay club in the area } but Andrew and me was not that keen to go even when we found out that there is no cover charge on that night but Sharon was kinda keen and excited to go so we told them we might just go and have a look later since we are waiting for Shasha and Zack to come down when they finish their movie and Andrew kinda promised Shasha that we will go karaoke after we are done at Tantrics .....

So Jimmy left 1st while we wait for the love - birds to come, then Sharon received an sms from Jimmy saying that Play is empty and he is heading to Taboo { another gay club around the area } so Sharon left to go and meet Jimmy there { last night she was in the mood to party } so left just the 2 of us waiting for the love - birds, oh met Small Andrew { we call him that coz his name is Andrew and he is in the small size department } there and i was kinda shocked to know that he is growing a goatee so i asked him why he say he too lazy to shaved it hehehehehe so when finally the love - birds came we finish our drinks and head down to Taboo and had a few drinks and dance a bit before we left to go to the karaoke place at Orchard Road, sang until 6am { Zack had a very good voice } then after that we went to the Swensen just next to it for breakfast and when home after that, reached home at about 7plus and woke up at about 11plus all thanz to my younger cousin waking me up to help her to write the entry form to go to JB so after that i can sleep so i just chill at home and YES do nothing but sleep { since it was raining just now }

Ok got to go, actually took some pictures last night but kinda lazy to download it to my laptop so i will post it when i download the pictures to my laptop ..... Ciao

Cheers

Its Raining .....

2007-03-30T14:02:00.001+08:00

Its raining quiet heavy right now over at my side with thunder and lighting too, its been raining for past few days already which is good coz it won't be so hot outside but since its raining I'm stuck indoors right now in which I'm not complaining since i have been staying at home for almost 1 month now, so I'm kinda happy to be staying at home even though its hot or raining hehehehehe .....

Oh been drinking Essence Of Chicken lately all thanz to my mum, she got it for me so that i will not get restless or tired and at least get back my energy and i tell you its not nice at all hehehehe but she already got a pack for me so i have no choice but to drink it everyday and also i had finish with my medications so i don't feel sleepy now since i no need to take it anymore, oh since I'm doing ok now my mum asked me to start to learn how to pray { i was like huh ????? PRAY ????? Hmmmmm when was the last time i pray ????? } so she is going to get some books on how to learn how to pray for me later when she goes out with my dad .....

Ok I'm going to have my shower now, yes i have not shower since i wake up this morning hehehehe too lazy la but not my dearest mum is nagging at me to shower so i have to do what she is asking me to do if not she will keep on nagging at me hehehehehe ..... Ciao

Cheers

Cloudy Friday .....

2007-03-30T12:20:00.001+08:00

Just woke up from a nap, was up at about 8am this morning but when back to sleep after i took my breakfast and medications and now waiting for my mum to cook lunch so i can eat my medications again, it looks like its going to rain soon here, its very cloudy and its getting dark by the minute .....

My next doctor appointment was set for next Tuesday at 340am { lucky its not in the morning like the last appointment i have to be there at 9am } so that's the day when i will get to know when my operations would be held, i just can's wait to get all this over and done with so i can go back to my normal life and start getting a job { god since i got this illness i have been staying at home for like a month plus } and its not fun at all, well most of my friends say that i have been losing weight and i look skinny by the day so i have been eating non - stop since i got nothing to do at home hehehehehe but i still look skinny { i hate it when people tell me I'm skinny } so once I'm done with my operations and i fully recover i will start to eat more, took vitamins, most likely take some weight gainer, start to go back to the gym and ever since I'm sick i have cut down on my drinkings, smoking and clubbing in which I'm kinda proud off, as you should have known from my pasted post that I'm not getting excited whenever the weekends comes anymore, not like last time can't hardly wait for the weekends so that i can go and party and have fun with my best friend hehehehehe

So its Friday today and I'm feeling chilled out in a way, feel like staying at home and just rest and chill with my mum { yes my mum hehehehehe } and play with my neighbour son and the baby my aunt is taking care off so now i think there is a lot of things i can do at home if i think of it hehehehehe, yeah my mum finally finish cooking lunch and she is now going to make some fruit juice for me to drink after i had have my lunch { its great to be sick coz my mum really knows how to take care of me hehehehe } ok got to go and have my lunch now so i will see you guys later if i got any updates ..... Ciao

Cheers

Fun ..... Finally

2007-03-30T08:58:00.000+08:00

Met Gabby on Tuesday before his next flight the next day Dubai / Moscow for 10 days so have to meet him since its kinda long time we have not met, so we meet at Indocine at Wisma and met Miss Jamie and Aly there too .....

So when i arrived they just finished having their lunch and was just chilling coz we had to wait for Chris to finished some work stuffs so while the girls was talking and asking each other where they want to go to shop i told Gabby what's happening to me { about my illness and stuffs }

Finally we decided to go to meet Chris at his work place which is just across the street and when we reached there he is almost finished and in about 10 minutes we were out from there { i think hehehehehe } so after that the girls left and we all when to Starbucks Orchard Building for coffee and chill while waiting for Chris's friend Vernon to finish his work and join us there .....

Andrew sms me asking me where am i and i told him that I'm in town and ask him if he want to meet up and he say ok so I'm going to meet Andrew at Tantrics while the rest of the guys going to watched the movie 300 .....

So met Andrew at Tantrics and i was kinda happy that even though its a Tuesday night { Tuesday night is Retro night lor } but they are playing RnB so that was great, Sharon join us for a while and when she left we thought we going home { since now Andrew is working office hour } but he say heck it so we stayed till it closed and met David too ..... Cheers

Tuesday Morning .....

2007-03-27T10:42:00.001+08:00

Woke up a bit late today { yeah yeah yeah been waking up so early nowsaday } maybe coz i was talking to my cousin over the phone till about 3am this morning, was gossiping about our other cousins, aunties and uncles { hehehehehe } and while talking to her over the phone i asked her any new and good malay songs and she told me a few { most of them were songs from Indonesian bands } so i download all of it and now I'm listening to it and i might say most of the songs were not bad at all .....

Was on msn with Gabby last night and he asked me meet for him for lunch today so now waiting for him to sms or call me to confirm where and what time to meet coz he is still sleeping right now, now I'm having my breakfast follow by my medications and I'm going to rest a bit since I'm going out later so i will update more later maybe after i got back from meeting Gabby so later ..... Ciao

Cheers

So Cute .....

2007-03-26T15:18:00.001+08:00

Isn't this cat a cutie ????? Found him lazing and sleeping in front of my house so i decided to take a picture of him since i was on the way out and had my camera with me, the best thing is that this is not the 1st time i saw him outside my house but that time i did not have my camera with me so i got no chance to take its picture ..... Ciao

Cheers

Is He To Young To Be Gay ?????

2007-03-26T10:27:00.001+08:00

Just watched the the next episode of Ugly Betty last night and i have to say the more i watch this show the more I'm liking the boy acting as Justin { he is the nephew of Betty } he is soooo cute and soooo gay, so its a wonder if he is gay in this show ..... If he is gay then he will be the youngest gay characters ever presented in prime time television { its about time hehehehehe }

Well at least we should give him some credit if he is not gay in real life then he is a bloody good actor to play this part, its not that its not easy to play a gay guy but a gay BOY that's needs a lot of research and talent hehehehehe and he is only 12 years old .....

So i think now the only reason I'm watching this show { coz I'm kinda think its like a tv version of The Devil Wears Prada } would be Justin Suarez hehehehehe

Cheers

Depression Gets Over Me .....

2007-03-25T11:10:00.001+08:00

Maybe its just me but I'm starting to feel that I'm all alone in this world, don't know why I'm feeling that but it just did and I'm not liking it at all ..... I think it all started when i 1st got to know that I'm sick i start to get tired and restless easily, kinda losing my appetite, keep on thinking all the bad things { like i feel like dying, all my friends left me etc etc etc } feeling bored at home with nothing to do, feeling all lonely, feeling that there is someone in me telling that i don't have any friends { ever since i got sick } no one to talk too and the worst thing is that i really felt like dying .....

Was i just imagining all this due to my illness or all of this is true that depression is getting over me and that I'm going to die, all my friends have left me and I'm all alone in this world ..... Well i got no one to talk too, all of my friends are to busy with their own thing and i just can't possibly asked them to stop whatever they are doing and meet me and have a good talk over what I'm going through right now and i can't talk to my mum coz if i did she will make it into a big fuss and things will get even worst then its already is now so the only thing t do is just keep it in me and just go with the flow and see whats going to happen next, sometimes when i think about all this it got me thinking, is this a way God is trying to wake me up or he is trying to punish me for all the sins i have done buy making me ill and all this thoughts that I'm having right now, i can bet if i tell all this to my anyone they will tell me that I'm just making it up or maybe coz I'm sick and been staying at home too long that's why i start to think all this { but i just can't help it }

Ok then i got to go, going to shower and have my breakfast and then my medications and back to more sleep and rest which i have been doing for the past 4 weeks already so will update later ..... Ciao

Cheers